To be
Or not to be...
It is no longer the question
It is the temptation.
The bitter wine in the cup
And the poisoned sword in the hands of the foe-
All is forethought and weighed.
And the veil
will fall off
at the foreordained moment.
My father might have been sleeping
in the Garden of Jutland
and my role now is the legacy of his astray trust,
and the bed of the ploy
the conquest front of my uncle.
[And I learned it
all at once
within a gaze
at the instance of sight.]
Alas!
Could trust have not heaved this other Abel
to this other abattoir
ornamented by lullaby of drunkenness
O God,
Alas!
And what a hoax!
O such hoax!
For the one who stands behind the veil
knows it wholly about the hung upon disaster.
And my tragedy
to him
is not but merely known
word by word.
***
And behind the pastel curtain of darkness
eyes, watching eyes
observe
the tale of my ordeal.
Pieces of gold and of silver
generously paid
to the painter of the scheme
and to the forged sentinel of the truth
and to the spectators of the scene
of tears and sacrifice.
How vain to call
in recourse these Judas
For at the end
me and my uncle
will be likewise asked to abide.
And how vain to recall
that now Claudius
is no longer a proper name
but the name of a kind.
And the veil...
At the predestined moment...
***
After all
Since the truth
like a vagabond ghost
revealed itself to me
and the putrid smell of the world
like a shimmery mirage
of fire and of smoke
in the disguise of lantern
overwhelmed me,
To be
Or not to be
is no longer the question,
But it is the temptation.
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