A Fallen Angel's New Sweetie

Odds are that devil's arms caught me again
Grabing me,, scratching me
Trying to drown my lungs with pure sulfur
And blood keep scoring down fromallover my body
An endless red waterfall....

There's no struggle anymore from me...
Just let it be...
It thrills me to know I'm still wanted afterall
Pretty soon the desires will take over ....
He promisses rubies as shiny and beautiful as his own eyes...
Said to match with my emerald ones

On my slavy golden leash....
How to refuse...
When there's nothing left out there
Or in here, inside of me....

He said he can love too, you know....
In his own way and terms.....
And Lord.....How I miss being loved!
No matter how now...

Holding hands we walk through flames
In his throne we find our destination...
So I bound to his majesty...
And wish it can fill my wholes at last...

Enough of fears, dreams, doubts and hopes...
I let him have his fun out of me
I'm already trapped at will
Cause it's divine never feeling or being alone again.
Although the circunstances never to be understood by most

Nevermind, no one knows how I have had been living all my life.

TOO LATE

tary night above us
We sat together for the first time
I felt the warmth of your arms
You felt my skin ceawl
It was a cold winter in july
And we couldn't know why
Life decided to cross our paths...
And as beautiful as it was
I didn't care much about us.
And now here we are.
But I miss so very much....
I do miss staring at the moon with you
I miss laughing at your sudden excitments
Your innocent looks
Handling my complicated moods....
And even not knowing the reason
I put myself in a prison
And locked you outside without a key.
But I miss....
I do miss you playing for me
And I failing while trying to sing....
Your body layind down on my wrinkled blanket...
While I served you coffee in bed....
I miss your hands caressing my face....
And wiping away the tears the scored down...
From all the fucked things I've built on my own.....
Now I know we should've never been apart
Cause we are what we are...
One of each other.....
We could never have gotten apart....

too late now

JUST A THOUGHT

Trapped in an awkward loop
Trying to get saved from my silly inner thoughts....
That come visit me from time to time.
And whenever I look at you....
It's torturing....
Your pale skin as snow...
These deep black eyes as cole
And the movement of your lips...so sweet
When you cacth your fears and dreams
And turn them into melody.
But you swear by the Gods you're heartless
And I totally disagree....I can see you from who you are....
But I'm tired of falling for you....
And seeing no hands to help lifting me up
I'm done with writing you stuff from the heart...
Stuff that you'll never even read
Cause words won't be enough anyway
So I'll put my feelings to sleep
Then I'll be numb....
And It'l be all gone.
So I hope....
I beg in these poor written words,
That it'll be gone
Deep inside I know I'll be fine for this while
On my own...
All Alone.