Have u ever felt like there's nothing else worth living for?

i find myself without perspectives, without hope...

Cause, honestly, i've already given up on me...why can't people see that I'll never be a normal person...I'll never be healed....it's deeper than I could ever reach and I got used to it.

So, just let me go!

I'd love to leave this place, even if it's to go to what they call "hell", 'cause, for me, hell is what I've been living for around 7 years...

treatments, medicine, chats....nothing works....it'll never work...

I don't belong here and my wish to go away is bigger than any optimistic thought.

My knees hurt of praying and I've got no tear drop left anymore.

So, I'm just giving it all away....