Holdin' up

U surely might say I'm overeactin'
But no1 'd ever feel the pain I'm feelin'
when some1 promisses u the world n beyond
u take these words as a true believin'
this everlastin' dream reaches a sad end
4ever n ever bcomes no more
n I expected myself to comprehend
Maybe one should'v though about it bfore
the sweet sailin' in an ocean of tears
is far from the idea I had 'bout luv
the colder water bringin' up fears
realizations of lost moments I adored
Torn apart by a prince charmin' utopy
Hearin' fake sounds of a melody
Confused thinkn' of a happy endin'
guess I'm really not understandin'
Taken to heaven n brought bck again
a toy bein' some1's idea of fun
My cravin' for an end is all in vain
N I'v got exactly nowhere to run to...