COMO???!!!

Como se chama isso?

Acaso....

Acaso?

Destino?

Coincidência?


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Difícil de identificar.

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Intriga-me.....


Tudo o que penso e na hora faz sentido, muda em frações de segundo e se contradiz.

Sei que as pessoas geralmente aceitam o que acontecem ao seus redores em suas vidas e seguem sem pensar nisso....

Só não sei como.

Como???!!!!

Eu não consigo....

E sei que não vou parar de refletir sobre isso pelo resto da vida que me resta....

INFINITO INCOMPLETO

Keeping unbeating hearts in jars....
Shelves and shelves in a long room.....
That doesn't seem like a healthy thing.
I'm tired of this so called...collection....
Hurts to look, stare at them.

I'm really unhappy 'bout the things that had already passed by....
I don't deserve it.....They don't either.
My own soul is torn...filled with tears and blood
So I decided to lock this room.....

Never to see those jars again.
Never to feel this endless pain....
Of knowing that I might be a monster.

Monster!

How did I come to be like this?
How could anyone turn into that?

However, I kept the key.....
How sick can that be?

Noe I've found that those were all mine....
And with no fixing, I keep switching.
Trying to get a second, third, fourth....chance.

I own a cemetery of hearts that once belonged to me.....

What do I do with the key?

Sem título.....

Sinto que procuro alguma coisa.....
Mas não há lugar algum onde possa encontrá-la.
Me vejo dando passos reversos,
Rodando e girando universos....
Tentando entender, tentando me achar.
Não sei pra onde ir, ou pra onde olhar.....

Quero alcançar....
às vezes deixar pra lá.
Minha mente em parafuso,
Não consigo controlar
Esquinas vem e vão....
O que nelas haverá?
Em meus passos falsos, não ouso espiar.

Só queria um conforto,
algo pra me acalentar......
Minh'alma tão gélida me faz afundar....
Temo por dentro, por fora nada há.
Sorrisos constantes pra você não me desvendar...

Há tanto ando solta,
Sem nem um porquê....
Talvez o que me falte
Seja um verdadeiro querer.

Já é hora de firmar os pés no chão de uma vez.
E farei isso por você.....

Every single time....

Being a fool
That's what's called
when you fall for someone
You believe in everything and more....
My advice, then...
Say "So long, honey...
Go break someone else's heart,
And tear its heart apart"
As love's supposed to be
Close that door.
Walk away without regrets,
no looking back
You're in the right path,
Cause you've got all you need inside yourself.
Just look deep into it.
No "love" can fill in the blanks.
It only makes it hurt more.
Blanks you think you've got in your heart.
But if you're sure it's damaged somehow
Stitch it yourself.
Do not depend on anyone to be happy.
Do not throw your choices and freedom on something unworthy.

Cause it hurts really bad...and it happens every single time....

A Fallen Angel's New Sweetie

Odds are that devil's arms caught me again
Grabing me,, scratching me
Trying to drown my lungs with pure sulfur
And blood keep scoring down fromallover my body
An endless red waterfall....

There's no struggle anymore from me...
Just let it be...
It thrills me to know I'm still wanted afterall
Pretty soon the desires will take over ....
He promisses rubies as shiny and beautiful as his own eyes...
Said to match with my emerald ones

On my slavy golden leash....
How to refuse...
When there's nothing left out there
Or in here, inside of me....

He said he can love too, you know....
In his own way and terms.....
And Lord.....How I miss being loved!
No matter how now...

Holding hands we walk through flames
In his throne we find our destination...
So I bound to his majesty...
And wish it can fill my wholes at last...

Enough of fears, dreams, doubts and hopes...
I let him have his fun out of me
I'm already trapped at will
Cause it's divine never feeling or being alone again.
Although the circunstances never to be understood by most

Nevermind, no one knows how I have had been living all my life.

TOO LATE

tary night above us
We sat together for the first time
I felt the warmth of your arms
You felt my skin ceawl
It was a cold winter in july
And we couldn't know why
Life decided to cross our paths...
And as beautiful as it was
I didn't care much about us.
And now here we are.
But I miss so very much....
I do miss staring at the moon with you
I miss laughing at your sudden excitments
Your innocent looks
Handling my complicated moods....
And even not knowing the reason
I put myself in a prison
And locked you outside without a key.
But I miss....
I do miss you playing for me
And I failing while trying to sing....
Your body layind down on my wrinkled blanket...
While I served you coffee in bed....
I miss your hands caressing my face....
And wiping away the tears the scored down...
From all the fucked things I've built on my own.....
Now I know we should've never been apart
Cause we are what we are...
One of each other.....
We could never have gotten apart....

too late now

JUST A THOUGHT

Trapped in an awkward loop
Trying to get saved from my silly inner thoughts....
That come visit me from time to time.
And whenever I look at you....
It's torturing....
Your pale skin as snow...
These deep black eyes as cole
And the movement of your lips...so sweet
When you cacth your fears and dreams
And turn them into melody.
But you swear by the Gods you're heartless
And I totally disagree....I can see you from who you are....
But I'm tired of falling for you....
And seeing no hands to help lifting me up
I'm done with writing you stuff from the heart...
Stuff that you'll never even read
Cause words won't be enough anyway
So I'll put my feelings to sleep
Then I'll be numb....
And It'l be all gone.
So I hope....
I beg in these poor written words,
That it'll be gone
Deep inside I know I'll be fine for this while
On my own...
All Alone.

Kinda like nameless

I was scared and ran away
Didn't know how to deal with it
I watched you suffocate on your own pain
And cowardness taking over me....
Saw myself being someone I didn't want....wasn't supposed to be...
I wanted you for my own, being satisfied with only this knowledge....
That's so freakin' messy......jealousy and possesssion...
It's inside of me everytime it's about you...
And I know things will carry on being the same...
And I'll keep hiding and watching from the distance....
Painfully watching.....
I'm sorry I can't be the one.

- "I'm a creep"